My size 16 pants were skin tight this morning. I JUST bought them a couple weeks ago because I grew out of my 14's. I busted out crying again as I was getting dressed. I've worn skirts every day this week because they are the only articles of clothing that don't cause me to have meltdowns. Most shirts are all questionable; so I've been wearing cardigan sweaters over top of them to disguise the growing fat rolls.
I have never been so easy to cry before. I feel like now someone could say BOO and my jaw instantly starts that tingling and hurting feeling like when you are about to bust out into tears. I must have done that 50 times yesterday. And it's actually pretty comical at the things I have been tearing up about - I cried at American Idol last night when Carrie Underwood visited her hometown and they declared it "Carrie Underwood Day." Good Grief! Who gives a sh*T??? Apparently I do because I was so touched and filled with emotion. This is just nuts.
I can't wait to be MYSELF again.
Now, say a little prayer for me as I got for my ULTRASOUND tomorrow to check out the ABDOMINAL pain I have been having. (Totally separate issue...)
Geez.
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What happened with the u/s? I just called and found you're out of the office until next Tuesday. Crap!
We need to talk about the pituitary thing - Jim's son had a pituitary tumor removed last fall, remember?!
Hope you're doing okay, holler when you get back!!
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